My Goals

Weight Loss.


This is my biggest thing.  I have always been unhappy with my weight.  Only looking back on pictures taken 5/6 years ago i realise at the time i looked really good.  But all that time ago i felt huge and fat so just ate junk constantly as i though it made no difference i was fat any way.   How wrong i was.  Anyway, I want to drop done to a size 10-12 but be really really toned.  I can bust my arse down the gym i have done before but i just got problems with eating.  Iv started to eat a lot healthier and cook a lot from scratch theses days its just my portion size.  I will make my self a normal healthy portion but never feel full so then and hour later il just binge on anything.  I try yo diets from magazines and stuff and the meals i can eat fine its just the snacks i never like them so im just left always feeling hungry.  So thats my main goal with in my diet is find a healthy snack and to drop a dress size and tone up.


Get some sort of life away from my children.


I need to create "adult only" time.  To aid my weight loss apart from going the gym I am going to joint 3 classes per week which will be Zumba, Box fit and aqua aerobics.  Usually i always make an excuse not to go or just decide willy nilly but this time iv made a plan.  Iv chosen my classes, arranged child care, so i should have no excuse now.

I am also returning to college in the autumn.  I hope fully want to train as a personal instructor.

I also want to introduce date night once a week or even just once a month to start off.  I want to make time for my partner i want to relight the flame.

Get some motivation to do something with my children.

Don't get me wrong they are both happy healthy girlys.  I just want them to do more as in go out to play groups and to the park and stuff and if the weathers bad good fun things to do at home but im at a loss to what to do..Any suggestions please comment.

Time management.


This is a biggie.  I find it takes me hours and hours to actually even consider getting ready.  I spend hours constantly tidying up after my eldest and the house never seems tidy.  This is a big part why we never end up going out any where, but i just cant seem to break the cycle.


Well thats my goals so far.  I think thats enough to be getting on with at the moment.  Please if you can feel you can help me with these goal please comment and leave your advise it will be much appreciated. I am giving myself 8 weeks to try to accomplish the goals or at least made a good start on them as there is a lot to change.